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Tuesday, July 06, 2010

Haiz.. how come this computer cant write chinese??

So if like that, how gonna I write ren xing in english? Pardon for my poor English.. so I just write ren xing lol…

Last Saturday is a memory day for me again.. the N-times ren xing alr.. I consider it as ren xing cause I really do wat ever I wish to do without planning. I know my heart wan to go for the jing bai zan mei hui, but I go without planning. Should it cal without planning? Or it may cal without detail / further thinking wat should I do, but just knoe that I wan to do that.

The story is like this, from past I alr really wish to go for the jing bai zan mei hui of xin xin yin yue when I saw the poster. The week before, I have asking for the location from Jeremy and zhang lao. They have tell me the way to go but I am not note down. So when the day is coming, there are no body accompany me, (I hav ask jian shun but he is not free) so I decide to go myself. But I forget the actual location until I am there, I was lost my ways. Then I cal zhang lao immediately asking the way to go. I hv turn to a wrong ways for few time b4 I arrive. And I am I say I am ren xing bcz I really not plan carefully b4 I decide to go myself. I know I duno the way to go and most possibility will lost, but I still wana go myself. But thanks god, he bring me there even I am late.

The xin xin yin yue choir group really very big. There are approximately 180ppl choir, include approximately 20kids. Their melody of choir quite nice even with so big choir group. I just wonder is it all of them come from oversea? I have record down few song there, but at last I just remember it should be can not recording lol…haha.. the only regret is I am late. Why I am out from my house so late even I know I mayb need some time to fing the way.. K

This time I really feel the loneliness. No ppl accompany me, or shared the happiness/some feeling about the zan mei hui. The only person I think about is him. I sms him that I am there for zan mei hui alone with very ren xing. But he say no, can not consider as ren xing, it is okay as long as I can go with safely, and enjoy the zan mei hui. Duno when is it start, he was the person I wish to share the thing happening. All happiness, worry or sadness, some thing that happening, I wish there are some body that I can talk or share with, and the person I can share with is him. Luckily there are still a person heard wat I wish to shared about, if not I am really ke lian with the loneliness.

Is it only a yi lai or just I am get used to sms him? I duno.. just my heart will uncontrollable to think about telling him. He say he wish to be the first person to know wat I am doing, or if I am sad, he wish to be first person to care about me. Now he alr is the first person for me to telling about wat am I doing or wat is happening. but wat is it mean for…