進駐莎亞南

我已經confirm可以去IDS上班了.希望一切順利.

found JOB!! thanks GOD...

At last i found a job... It is in IDS group at shah alam as a QA. Starting salary basic is RM 2000. actually really thanks god... this all thing happen so fast... last sat my anty bro come to her house and at last their say he can introduce me a job at his previous company, he are not working there anymore but he still can ask his colleague to help me and introduce me to get in there.. cz that company is a manufacturing company and may suite to me, the company also have an vacant. so he collect my resume and help me send to them. then yesterday i receive a call for the interview, and he ask me to go for the interivew immidiately tomolo. so today my uncle fetch me there for the interview and after the HR interview and satisfies, he pass me for 2nd interview with the department manager. she is quite nice...and i can talk many with her if compare with the previous interview..i think god alr help me to let me become more brave..thanks god.. and some i actually not ans very well also..but i think she is quite nice and will help me as well.. hope the way there later on will b not tough.. then after comfirm then i bek to seremban imiadiately my uncle help me go to search a car... i say i wan 2nd hand car and if better is kenari.. once again thanks god..find a quite suitable car.. kenari 2nd hand.. 2002 years car and still very well in condition...rm24000...so i need to loan for a car from now.. then my anty elder sis is work as public bank loan car department..so she can help me settle car payment and loan...and my anty younger sis live at puchong and say she can rent me a room there..cz she rent a appartment and now can rent a room to me...eventough puchong quite far a bit from shah alam but now can settle down first there lar... at least got partner there, next time find a more near house again lol...so all setttle by my anty family.. haha... all in a days oni..so now can more relax le..at last can have a better job and settle down... thanks GOD jiayou!!

convocation is coming...^^

i hea rd a very happy news this few day.. my sis tell me that the decission of my grandma and grandpa about coming for my convo!! so happy :-) this really very meaningful to me... my grandma actually is very sayang me... before that she say she is feel tired to come out for my convo but she is very proud with me for wearing the "si fang mao"... then now is grandpa turn to say hisself to coming out for my convo... they din say it out but i know all of them actually like to see my success and proud with me now for the convo in engineering... and i alr call to ask at the uni, they say this year their are giving out 4 pass to all student to invite their parents and friend for the convo.. thsnks god for the arangements, cz i still worry before about the seat at the stadium during the convo, it is not reasonable to let either my parent or grandpa, grandma waiting me so long time at outside of the stadium... so really thanks god for this...this year v can hav the ceremony of convo at the new stadium in DT i think. so now i need to arange for the stuff and program during their coming out time... and the most important is now i need to work hard to find a new job... so that they can b more pround with me...hehe^^

fail... +u finding job again lol...

mission incomplish... when i waiting for a long day, then i decide to give them a call to ask.. unfortunatedly they say to me "sorry, ur application are not suceessful..." so disapointed.. but then all people keep encouraging me to continue finding job... ok..ganbateh.. +u finding job again lol...

find job

last monday, i received a call from a company, actually i not hear clearly which company it is at the phone...but i noe that even he tell me again i also not sure wat company is that, cz sure i forget wat company i have apply before le..so forget about asking him the name, and i keep think about the interview he ask me to attend, sure i wan go ker? then i tell him i will consider first cz i still at skei that time, sure i feel hard to go for interview at kl. then he also very caring and tell me to change the date to fri and wil send the email to me to consider and ans him as soon as posible lol... then immediately i go to check the jopbstreet and waiting his email, see which comp-any i apply that call me. but i keep search at jobstreet cant remember which company that call me actually until he send the email to me, and i check, the company is materialise. wah..actually that post i apply at march alr. till now they jz call me. really so long time ago de liao.. wat it mean if he call me after so long period? i always think about this qs. how big is the chance for me if i go for the interview? cz if i go to interview really so mafan..cz need go to kl purposely for the interview lol...then how about if i fail for the interview? so wasting my time and money..and how i gona to continue my life there? but immediately i go bek and tell my dad and mum... even b4 that they hope me if can, work at swak, and wana introduce job to me..but when they hear me got interview at kl, they also support me go to try.. even they din speak it out, but my self also feel it is too rush to go out immediately on thursday to kl...feel lost something in a short time... when i see bek, actually i jz bek for 1 month... fell like not enough... now need to go to kl again.. sad.. but luckly they suport me mentally and physically...make me feel so warm..in addition my grandma also very bu she de me go out, but she supoort me with some money...gan dong-ing... next person i wish to thanks is jiali..she really help me so much in this..she gv me a place to stay when i go out kl, and provide transport and many thing to me and care very much to me..thanks..
for the story i go to interview, is like this..... be4 that they teach me to go to mid valey by ktm and take teksi to go. but jiali din not free that day morning cz she is a t eacher now..so cant fetch me go to ktm station on that morning, so i consider to call for teksi to fetch me go directly from jiali house to damansara lol..but then the teksi driver num jiali gv me all cant come to fetch me, luckily that teksi driver introduce another friend to fetch me.. so he say will charge me rm 25 to go there..ok fine..as long as i can reach there in time lol...haha...so thanks god also cz arive on time and safely. then i also bek safely even i not very clear about the route actuaclly...but jz luan luan chuang lol..
for the interview..i arive early then when i enter, i go to sit beside while waiting for the person to call me...then when i waiting...i saw a person holding a paper seen like resume, but i not clear is it mine..so i jz not peduli him lar until he call me for the interview..but u noe? the person incharge is not the hr but the department incharge person..i can imagine he jz wearing a baby milo t-shirt..huh..but nvm lol...jz go for the interview..he ask me many qs and make me so blur how to ans all his qs... ans until mentally so tired.. he askhow ur friend think u r? wat is ur personalistic? if u are the person who incharge to hired ppl, wat kind of person u will hired? why u think ur personality are so that i will hired u? wa t is ur strength and weakness..and he also ask me whether been go for klcc b4? but i really din go b4 mah..how ler? haiz.. and he got say my re sult is very good...then i got explain i am use the solid work and catia b4 lol..and i hv make a rapid pro totype b4, but he ask me wat the machine of the rapid prototype and the material for the rapid prototype, but i say i not sure cz forget alr...haha...and he ask me whether still remember the anatomy of man...i also say i forget liao...not sure for the performance of my interview ler..he say if he shortlisted me again will cal me for 2nd interview to test how fast i can adapt to the software they gona teach me use...haiz...duno he will call me or not now lar...

before i got the interview cal on last monday, i jz pray to god, i say my holiday is a bit enough alr..let him find me a job, i will not complain it is too dificult or too hard for me to do the job...jz gv me a job as he like..i will accept and do all my best...let him decide for the result and let him to arrange any thing that he think it is suitable for me...he listen to my prayer and i got the call the next day..if god will bring me here, sure he will bring me trough it de.. so i also dun worry all the journey that i need to explore, cz i know god i with me...any result from him will be accepted and i knoe it is good for me... today read a passage, quite suitable for me cz i am searching the ans for it for a long time le...hope i wil try not to put myself on the first place all the time and learn to let it to god, and let god be the first place in my heart always... thanks god...
http://www.aastation.net/2009/06/blog-post_19.html

五月一号劳动节

今天是难得的五月一号公共假期。是我刚刚考完final的日子。离psm presentation 还有两天，就先放松一下吧。秦很早就跟我说好了，说她会和姐姐一起来马六甲玩个两三天。我看刚好有空，又有地方可以让他们睡，就答应了。原本我叫他们提早迈巴士票，怕说到那时后会没有票也说不定。可是他们却没有听我的话，没预先买票，秦当天还睡迟了一点点，当她赶到巴士站时，能买到的票只有十二点的巴士票了，没有办法也只好等咯。秦姐姐却从新加坡搭巴士直接来的。等她们都到了之后，已经是下午三点半了。过后我们就搭巴士往town哪里去。结果在途中塞了一个钟才到达。正是冤枉。到后我们就往cendol哪里走，可是哪里都很多很多人，所以出名的cendol吃不到，就勉为其难的吃它隔壁间的cendol和nyonya laksa。由于我们还要坐巴士回，所以我们就提早回家了。 隔天，我们乘天还未亮，因为怕塞车，所以一大早就往town里钻。到达红屋时，人潮还不多，我们就尽量得慢慢欣赏。因为还没吃早餐，我们就走进海南鸡饭餐厅吃鸡饭。我还是第一次这么早吃鸡饭呢。虽然我们已经很早了，却已经有人在排队了，证明他的鸡饭真得很出名咯。哈哈。。 吃饱过后我们就继续往前走，还拍了很多的旅游景点的照片为念。 下午，cindy 加入我们。她一来我就带她先画个bodyart。和我们一样。嘻嘻。 过后阿强也加入我们，我请他出来载我们走走的，原本我们想去capitol吃sataycelup的，哪里知道实在很多人，没有办法之下，我们只好换阵营，改去别间吃。之后我们还去了就jongker走走。我想秦和她姐姐，一定是太累了，很快就走完了。我和阿强，cindy 就慢慢走。还买了一些骗人的玩具。结果就先被卖的人骗了。 这里有一些照片，是我在那天拍的，在还没离开马六甲前，就再拍最后一次留念吧。

无题

最近发现怎么我的文章都好多问号。哈哈~~

毕业咯~

毕业，是代表着一个阶段的结束？还是期待着另一个阶段的开始呢？

不知道。

前面的道路，是平坦的吗？还是崎岖难走？

我也不知道。

在这里的生涯，不知不觉中，已经是度过了四个年头，说长不长，说短也不短。

还记得开始的时候，自己孤孤单单的什么人也不认识，

却有着一股天不怕地不怕的心，想闯荡江湖的心。

一切的一切都是那么的新鲜，对我来讲都是一个新发现。

不管面对什么样的情况，我都有一颗坚强的信心，我知道我一定没问题的。

我也不知道哪里来得胆量，或许是上帝给我的信心，使我从来都能勇敢的面对挑战。

可是日复一日，不知道什么时候开始，那颗原本坚强的信心，开始软弱了。

原本天不怕地不怕的家伙开始想念家里的一切一切，原来家是那么的幸福。

可是它却好像变得越来越遥远，那么的遥不可及。

期待着每次的暑假，每次的新年，回去暂时放下一切，好好享受。

年复一年，有些感觉开始变得莫名其妙，变得非常的矛盾。

到底我想要的是什么？

我想，连我自己也不知道答案。

在有些事情上，我变得胆小，不会作决定，拖延带水，随随便便作决定。

Training 是如此，PSM 也是如此。

岁月能让人成长吗？

怎么我觉得这四年的学历，增加的只是知识，反而智慧却一塌糊涂。

我对我所学的，只在表面上，看来很好罢了，其实我真的对自己很没有信心。

别人说在我们学校所学的，是比别的学校来得好，懂得更多，这是真的吗？

我这么对自己一点信心也没有？

别人说我的成绩是那么的优秀，比别的学生好很多，这是真的吗？

我这么对自己一点信心也没有？

爸曾叫我再读master吧~ 可是我对自己一点信心也没有。

我真的能读吗？可是事实证明，我的成绩也不会太差，如果我要的话，也一定能的。

只是我在坚持些什么呢？我总觉得我像一只无头苍蝇。毫无方向。

别人说读master好，我一度被吸引，可是最后却放弃了。

我怕吗？一半吧~

一半却是在想，我需要找到我真正想专读的才想读master吧~

或者是在期待着另一种的求学过程吧~

我不想继续过着一成不变的学习生涯了。

又或者我想是时候体验一下做工的感觉和环境了。

可是前路茫茫，我该怎么办？

肚子痛

不记得以前肚子痛是几N年前的事了，或有人说胃痛胃痛，我却傻傻分不清到底痛的是肚子痛，胃痛还是经痛？因为我真的很久没肚子痛了。

为什么突然间说肚子痛？因为我前些天就是肚子痛了。医生问我“是怎样痛法？形容一下吧…”

我无语。原因是我不懂如何形容。可是很肯定的是那一定是前者，因为我还泻肚子了。

为什么突然会泻肚子和肚子痛呢？我不懂。因为痛的前一天我吃了泡面。我没听说原来吃泡面也会泻肚子。如果说那是在更前一餐的后遗症的话，就表示我的消化系统有问题了。那泻肚子的原因如今还是个谜。

为什么突然在这个时候要泻肚子呢？真不明白为什么病得这么不是时候。你知道我几时肚子痛吗？就在我将面对我最后一个学期的头一张试卷。原本开开心心的在准备着应付考试，那天还特地早起了，希望有个美好的早晨做最后的冲刺，那知却频频上厕所。当我看到所泻出来的粪时，真是吓了一跳。到考场时，原本以为肚子已经没什么痛了，等下考试应该不成问题吧。哪里知道考试考到一半时觉得很冷（考场冷已经成为习惯，以为应该没什么吧），后来觉得非常不妥，越来越不舒服，这可以说是这么多科唯一考得最辛苦的一科了。硬着头皮还是继续做完了，等到最后一分钟交了考卷后，我赶紧去找医生，医生看到我哭红了的脸吓到了，以为我考试不及格了，还一直劝我过去的就别想了，往前面看吧。哈哈……其实考试还好啦，不至于让我成为大花猫，只是肚子真的非常不舒服罢了，还觉得些许委屈。

然后怎样？回来吃了药，倒头大睡到天亮咯。可是隔天就就更痛苦了，因为我还要考OHSA，只有剩一天的时间读了。可是最后的最后OSHA还是考了。虽然有的没背好，不过因该够用吧。

感恩。感谢主，在我软弱时上帝差天使来帮助我，去cubic时遇到人愿意载我，那些junior其实我不是很熟，所以感谢主，这么刚好碰到他们又愿意载我。回家时有文广载。还有我的室友凯欣，看到痛苦的我，还为我祷告，而且愿意把风扇关小一点（这是她从来都不会让步的一项）。

后遗症。肚子痛的滋味，永远也忘不了了。好像胃和肠在打架，打到扭成一团了。以后也不敢乱乱吃东西了。

复活蛋

复活蛋？

这是雅惠姐从英国买回来送给我们吃的。

今天她给了我们吃很多很多的巧克力。

这是其中一种，也是最特别的一种。

它是像一粒蛋的巧克力，cadbury 出产的。

真的很特别，谢谢你雅惠姐。

她前些天还特别给我看她在英国拍的一些照片，满天都是雪，很美。

她还这么的纪念我们，特地买些巧克力给我们，她真的很好。

Cindy 最近跟我也很好，可是却说了一句很舍不得的话，

她说好像才跟我们混的比较熟，却是分开的时候了。

是的，时间的不挽留，让我们回不了过去，

也只能够更珍惜我们所仅有的时间了。

主耶稣今复活

主耶稣祂今已复活。

祂是我们的救赎者，祂今活着。

祂的复活，带给我们喜乐和盼望。

祂的复活，带来了生命的更新和改变，让我们成为新的人。

祂的复活，带来了托付。

让我们永远纪念主为我们的牺牲和大爱。

因为祂是我们永远的救主。

复活蛋——esther egg。

代表了生命，一个新生的生命。

受难节&复活节

又是一年一度的受难节和复活节了，今年有一种不是很感受得到耶稣受难和复活的感受。我讲不出那是一个怎么样的感觉，就是总觉得，是不是我的灵命在倒退呢？还是环境不同？领受不同呢？还是事奉心态不同？我是应该好好省察我自己了。有时候会觉得，好像听道听久了，麻木了，没感觉了，太顺理成章了。虽然知道耶稣他是爱我的。只是事情变得太公式化。是不是自己哪里不够好？没有常常纪念耶稣的死而复活。就像一对爱人，分开久了，也会变得远离。

忙，茫，盲……

原来……我好久好久都没上来了……

有时候因为忙，有时候却觉得茫，有时候更觉得盲，不知道如何是好。

不知道自己在干嘛……

Industry Visit

Wed 25/2/09

This few day is really a busy day. Beside busy preparing test, our class hold a industry visit to Sirim and KEU, which is near Rawang. This industry visit is hold by Prof Mad Dan. He is our product design lect, and also timbalan dekan, so he have ultimate power to arrange everything for us. he even not asking us whether we wan to go or not, not asking us to help to organize, and he jz inform us that, "ok, we will going at 25/2". He done every thing. he arrange the bus for us, even we only get one bus from HEP, but he book a bus from outside to bring us go. Compare to Subject Advance Manufacturing, we also need to go for a visit, but we need to arange every thing by uur leader, cant book bus as we wan, and many other problem. so proved that the different of timbalan dekan. But why he so stern? his teaching are not organized, his project are hard to understand, even we din understand him, he make a final qustion paper for our mid term! haiz.. ok, bek to the visit. so we go for the visit. we wake up and need to be at cubic at 5.30am. even though we hav late a bit, but the bus is move at 6am. there are another thing that make us very angry u knoe? the bus move not until half and hour only, he stop at ayer keroh tol to sembayang..faint. after half and hours, we continue our jouney, but we jz arive the destination at 10am. then we start the visit at SIRIM. the incharge ppl tell us, they are not jz making helmet. haha... then we visit their factory, it is quite big also. there is more than 10 branch of SIRIM in malaysia. in the factory we visit, he hv new investigation to make new machine, such as mesin pembakar roti canai, food filling machine, bahulu filing machine and so on. they also hav reverse eng on CNC milling machine, faudary for casting, laser cutting, machine center and so on. after the visit on SIRIM, we take a lunch of batkuteh near there, while the malay go for their lunch at another place too. for the trip, we got elaun of RM 15 from faculty, but the batkuteh alr spend us RM 10. haha..but we enjoy it. after lunch, we go for another factory, name KEU. before that, we jz knoe that we will go to a factory that supply part to Perodua, but we duno wat it is actually done. then the person incharge bring us go in to the factory, explain and have a look on their machine. the factory is quite big, but their only gv us to look on one department only. at this department, their hav 4 stamping machine, which the operator stamping the metal part of the engine. they use different type of mold to stamping different process. another place is spot welding and MIG welding. there are a machine that i discover that, it is very cute, it have a automatic feeding screw machine, once the welding machine is place with workpiece, it will automatic place a screw on the spot to weld. hehe.. erm...i think that all, but we jz very tired with the journey since the bus journey take us so long time to bek. they stop at the perhentian rehat very long time to rest and sembayang. after bek home is alr 8.30pm alr. after bath and so on, i alr tired and sleep early . but i stil hav test on thurs (AMP) and Fri (business). the AMP test is unexpected, cz we study 3 chapter but only one chapter are coming out only. why the lecturer jz told us study 1 chapter ler? then the business test, i also duno why i done badly in the test, i brain is blank about wat i hav memorize when i go for the test. now i have a break time during sat and sun, but jz ant really take rest, bcz monday got test of Cost, thurs got test for product design, next next tue and wed will go for another visit at Kulim, then fri got OSHA test. PSM,Project,Assignment are not count yet. faint..y so much of job?

Group photo~


Machine got there, laser cut machine, machine center that can cut horizontaly, casting, and cnc machine.

Casting. when we visit there, luckily they are on the way taking out the metal from furnace and wan to put it into the mold. this is for sand mold. and i ask a study question, "What is that orange fluid?" takan that is orange juice? haha...

成长中的信心（一）不见不信

成长中的信心（一）

不见不信

若不看见神迹奇事，你们总是不信。（约四）

什么年龄的人，人自然期待从他身上看见什么样的表现。1个月大的孩子不会爬是正常的，1岁的孩子不会爬就有问题了；2岁大的孩子不会说话是正常的，20岁的人不会说话就令人担心了。可悲的是，在信仰里，这些“有问题”和“令人担心”的现象随处可见，很多已算是信主“高龄” 的人，却仍然像个幼儿。然而，信心成长又有哪些标记呢？耶稣治好大臣之子的事迹（约四43～54）是挺好的参考。

这个故事显示信心成长的几个阶段，第一种是眼见的信心――不见不信。这种信心有2种常见的出发点，第一种是出于好奇。那时，耶稣正离开撒玛利亚北上加利利，回到自己的故乡去。耶稣自己曾说“先知在本地是没有人尊敬的。”奇怪的是，耶稣这一次回乡却受到热烈的欢迎。表面上这些人好像是相信耶稣，但实际上却只是出于好奇：“加利利人既然看见他在耶路撒冷过节所行的一切事，就接待他，因为他们也是上去过节。”耶稣到底在耶路撒冷过节时做了什么事？约翰福音二章23节提到，许多人看见他“所行的神迹”，就信了他的名。这里的“信”并不是真实的信心，因为第24和25节说：“耶稣却不信任他们，因为他知道所有的人，也不需要谁指证人是怎样的，因为他知道人心里存的是什么。”这种出于好奇的信心不是耶稣要的，第四章所说的也是同一回事。

另外一种初阶的信心，就是出于需要。这可从那个来求耶稣医治他儿子的大臣身上看出来，他来见耶稣，是求他下去医治他患病的儿子。耶稣的回答似乎带有一点叹息和责备：“若不看见神迹奇事，你们总是不信。”大臣显然“相信”耶稣帮得上忙才会来找他，但是耶稣却看出他是出于自己的迫切需要而来寻求耶稣，在耶稣的眼里，他等于“不信”。

出于好奇和需要的信心其实无可厚非，若非如此人往往不寻求信仰，没有多少人是因为听了基督教的神学理论之后觉得合理而信主的。再者，基督教实际上也不是一套理论，而是一个能够实际满足人生命需要的真理。记得有一次，笔者在一个大学生聚会中和一些未信主的中国留学生辩论起“人需不需要信仰”的问题。在中国从小就被灌输无神论的教育，其中一个学生很强硬的反对基督教的论调，辩论到最后他说：“我不需要宗教信仰。”讲完了这句话，大家停了半晌，后来坐在他身旁的另一个大学生伸手搭在他的肩膀上，说：“因为你还没受过苦！”传播学的统计也有同样的结论，那些生命中遇见大风暴或大变化的人最容易信主，911之后曾有许多人涌进教会就是一个明显的例子。

人的生命总会遇见困难，在人生的风暴中，很多人出于自尊而选择倚靠自己，但至终他会发现自己也靠不住，因为人会失误、挫败、病痛、软弱、灰心；另一些人选择靠男女朋友或伴侣，以为爱人一定会竭尽全力地保护自己，哪知情人移情别恋、反目成仇的事件屡见不鲜；有人选择倚靠金钱和物质，谁知就算拥有这些东西也不能真正带给人满足，有钱还自杀的大有人在。人是有限的，别人也是有限的，物质更是比人低等的东西，所以它们不可能成为人的倚靠。

那么宗教信仰呢？如果宗教信仰不过是人为“精神寄托”，神实际上是不存在的，那么信仰就比人和物质更虚幻，绝对靠不住。但是基督教所信的神绝对不是这样。他曾经来到人间，用自己的生命和他所做的事活活地证明他就是那位超越人之上的永恒存在者，并且他顾念我们一切的需要，所以他是绝对靠得住的。

如果你是因为好奇和需要而来到教会，抑或因为经历了神在你身上的神迹而信主，是可以了解和接受的；但是，如果信主5年、10年之后还是停留在这个阶段就有问题了。那么，什么样的信心才算比较成熟呢？……（待续）

什么年龄的人，人自然期待从他身上看见什么样的表现。可悲的是，在信仰里，很多已算是信主"高龄" 的人，却仍然像个幼儿。然而，信心成长又有哪些标记呢？……（阅读全文）

Post: 成长中的信心（一）：不见不信 
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